Sorry

For every second that has been wasted, I feel sorry.

For my rude word that has been teased you, I feel sorry.

For my lies that have hurt your feelings, I feel sorry.

To always be the one who worries you, I feel sorry.

To always be someone who wants to know everything about you, I really sorry.

But,

I just like you in an unusual way, in my own way,

it's like I like the song you like and I repeat it hundreds of times.

Maybe you don't feel comfortable, sorry.

Do you remember when I asked you to be my friend ?

it was the first time I had asked strange things to strangers, but that was a sincere feeling.

And in the end for the first time I expressed the feelings I had for you, I turned off my cellphone all night because I felt very embarrassed, but afterwards I felt very happy and without burden, I never sorry.

It might be difficult for you to believe it, how could I fall in love with someone I've never met.

I also feel crazy like that.

All about you is a fun thing, like the first time I knew that we were born in the same month or we like a lot of the same songs.

But I was the only one who was carried away by the beautiful story I imagined, maybe because I was not an easy person to like other people, it was very difficult for me.

And now,

I want to go far from April 13, not to forget everything that happened but to convince you and myself that life must continue without having to feel waiting or  be awaited.

Today, I end this crazy feeling, forgetting all useless fantasies,

I don't feel sorry for you because you won't care, it's just that I feel guilty for myself.

I have alots of beautiful things in life and one of them is getting to know you.

If someday we meet in unexpected conditions, believe me, it is no accident, but nature has conspired.

:)